About the Podcast
Stumbling Home is a podcast for anyone who has more questions than answers but is choosing to trust God anyway.
This isn’t a podcast with perfect theology or easy answers. It’s not hosted by a Bible scholar or a theologian. It’s a podcast about the messy, honest, real journey of coming back to faith when you’ve tried everything else.
Each episode is a conversation about what it means to trust God without understanding everything. To have faith when you can’t feel His presence. To sit with questions instead of pretending you have all the answers. To stumble toward home, one step at a time.
If you’re a seeker, a returner, someone in recovery, or someone sitting in church with secret doubts—this podcast is for you. Because you don’t have to know scripture by heart. You don’t have to feel God’s presence the way others describe. You just have to be willing to take one step toward home.
New episodes drop every Tuesday.
About Jennifer
Hi, I’m Jennifer. And I spent 25 years running from God.
I was raised in the Mormon church. I married at 20 in the temple, had three children by the time I was 24, and believed I had all the answers. But in my late twenties, I started asking questions the church couldn’t answer. So I left.
For the next 25 years, I searched for peace and purpose everywhere except back toward God. I tried Buddhism. Meditation. Yoga. I read more self-help books than I can count. I explored naturism, even dabbled in Wicca. I was convinced I could find what I was looking for without Christianity.
But when my mom died from Alzheimer’s in 2020, and my dad died from a rare blood cancer in 2024, I hit rock bottom. Everything I’d tried stopped working. And I found myself walking back into a church—not because I had all the answers, but because I had nowhere else to go.
That was three and a half years ago. I’ve been attending church ever since. I’m also 11 years into recovery through Al-Anon and Codependents Anonymous, where I first learned what it means to surrender to a Higher Power. Recovery taught me how to let go. Church is teaching me who I’m letting go to.
I still have more questions than answers. I still can’t feel God the way others describe. I still don’t know scripture by heart. But I’m choosing to trust Him anyway.
And I’m inviting you to stumble along with me.
What’s Coming
In the first season of Stumbling Home, we’re diving deep into the questions, doubts, and messy realities of faith:
Episode 1: “Why I’m Starting This Podcast”
My full story—from Mormon to seeker to returner. From 25 years of running to three and a half years of stumbling home.
Episode 2: “The Prodigal Daughter: Why I Named This Podcast Stumbling Home”
The parable that changed everything and what it means to be a prodigal daughter coming home.
Episode 3: “I Don’t Understand Everything (And That’s Okay)”
What it means to have faith without perfect theology. How to trust God when you don’t have all the answers.
Episode 4: “I Can’t Feel God the Way Others Describe”
When faith doesn’t come with feelings. How to trust God when you can’t sense His presence.
And that’s just the beginning. We’ll explore recovery and faith, the Old Testament stories that matter, what it means to unlearn a judging God, and so much more.
This is a journey. And we’re taking it together.
Join the Journey
New episodes drop every Tuesday on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and everywhere you listen to podcasts.
Follow along on Instagram and Facebook at @stumblinghomepodcast for behind-the-scenes updates, daily encouragement, and community.
And remember: you don’t have to have it all figured out. You just have to keep stumbling home.
Let’s stumble home together.